buster126

Yes, well several people, lots of people! From like 4rth grade, some of middle school. We had a lil group, we called ourselves "The Chubbies" XD Not cause any of us were fat, not at all, it was just a weird name we made for our lil group. Corey, Brian, Jared, Garret, Jamen, Justin, Eric, another Brian... Jordan. Whatever happened to Mike? I'm sure there was a few others.. I can't even remember...

Brian and Corey had the same last name, Judge, so everyone always thought they were brothers. We were the dorkiest kids ever, I remember so many birthday parties halloween parties, trips to the movies. Good times.

Jared was the kid that looked like Dexter from Dexters lab, SO MUCH. Last I heard he was working making composit matterials for F-22's and what not at Northrop Grumman. No idea where Garret went, he was a frekkled red headed dorky dude, NEERD. Jamen moved or something, never heard from him again. Justin and Eric sometimes stuck to themselves, they were the guys that always had the girls XD They were obsessed with Hockey, no idea what happened to them. The other Brian, I knew him in HS still, he got hooked on painkillers and drugs, became a mess, totally flaming, last I heard he's doin ok though. Jordan was Coreys bro, I dunno much about him. Mike, Mike was my best friend for ages. When he dropped out of HS it was hard to keep in touch, we eventually drifted apart and last I heard he had moved to Las Vegas to work there.

Corey and Brian, they both wanted to be airforce pilots, however last I saw, Corey was studying to be a teacher in history or english or something XD fail. No Idea what happened to Brian. Oh yeah, Coreys dad worked for Nick making Ren and Stimpy back when it was on TV, he made me really like cartoons and stuff.

Then there's the lil group from HS, Frank, Mon, Randy, Jared still, Heather, a few others.. can't remember their names lol. Most of em joined the Marines after a year of College. It always makes me wonder if I should have done the same, I dunno.

And me.. well I'm here, what's next?

Listen you little hipster bitch with your little faggoty ass goatee and paperboy Cap(it looked retarded by the way) fucking short ass midget, I don't see why you always had a bone to pick with me. I never said anything against you or to you either up front or behind your back, I was always EARLY for class too. I did all my assignments but apparently you needed to be a lil cunt bastard for no apparent reason. You think some of my assignments weren't mine? You think I cheated somehow? Not my fault you sucked ass as a teacher! I never understood what your problem was, your class was borring as hell too. Teachers that demand respect while not showing any in return need to STFU. Trying to show off flexing wearing small shirts, HAHA, news flash buddy, midgets don't look badass or intimidating. Grow another foot first, wouldnt want to step on you.

AHEM. >___> I needed that. Talking about an anatomy teacher I had while at San Francisco at school. He was a jerkface.

Why am I always the bad guy? Everything I say gets thrown out of perspective. I like joking around, I say things but they don't translate well through text. I like to tease people and it always gets translated as me being an asshole. That's my way of playing around, thats my way of being like hey, I love you guys. I hate that me trying to joke around with my friends always backfires, you've known me for YEARS, I love you guys so much, that's why I feel comfortable joking around, It makes me sad when you guys take it the completely wrong way. I feel like you guys slowly hate me more and more and there is never anything more I can do after I mess up or say something stupid to let you know I am truly sorry.

You guys are some of the best friends i've ever had, my trust with you guys is one of the most important things in my life. You guys are really some of the most awesome people I have ever gotten to know, it truly hurts me when I make you guys feel like i'm being uncaring or purposly being an ass, I'm not. When I say I'm sorry, I really am sorry, I don't know what else to offer you when I mess up. Trust is the most important thing I have with friends, sometimes I feel like I'm slowly losing it with you guys. I love you guys.

I'm sorry if this journal fails to make much sense, I really am very sick, this fever is killing me. Everything seems kinda fuzzy. I'll try not to say such stupid things anymore, I realize i'm an idiot a lot of the time. But I really will try to be better with my words, I don't wanna lose you guys.

Godzila! Godzila is a superhero right? Well.. I looked up to Godzila... One day I wanted to be a giant lizard and smash little buildings while even littler asians ran around screamingz Gozirra! All off sync.

Me and my friend had made our own superhero actually, I'm not sure if it was a superhero but he was our inspiration. We called him Scratchy, he was a skeleton with a tophat. He rode along in a plastic mug that hovered and constantly exploded. Also tidal waves were his weakness. He was named Scratchy because he was always itchy, best superhero ever.

Go back to sleep XD Wake up some time later, stare at my pillow a while. Then finally get up to take a piss. Yup lol.

The only thing I can think up is around 1st grade this one girl at school started being reallly mean to me one day. I don't remember why or what she actually said, but it was a buncha mean things and made me cry. I was just standing there on the playground all ;__; I think it was 2nd grade actually cause we moved out of LA to where we are now and so I switched schools. I remember that well because thats probably the only time someones been so mean it made me cry XD

Did I forgive them? No not really, I never talked to her and found my own friends later on. Thats also the only time I ever sat there and took shit from someone, I guess I was feeling out of place from being in a new school.

Oh oh, I remember her name was Stephanie! I find it funny cause one of the nicest people i've met was also named Stephanie. I think the nice one cancels out the mean one in my mind XD

For nothing lol

Dangerous hmm...

Going down that super big steep hill on that lil red wagon through a street without really looking? nah..

Playing catch with knifes and other sharp things at my old job? no...

Driving home really drunk off my ass? nope XD

Oh I know.. long ago with a group of friends out at night and we were approached by a couple dudes and they told us to "come here" and I went over like SUP?! WTF U WANT?? cause they did not look like nice people XD And they looked at me like o___O and walked off like pfft... Then my friends ran up like dude are you crazy, that guy had a knife didnt you see it?? >___> no? XD

Good times..

OMG I CAN NOT SLEEP! HALP! frikken hot..

The "shit we're fucked" decade.

Here, I made a chart.